Hope

This weekend was extremely fantastic even though I can't remember half of it. The party at Kristy's on Friday was good. I met a bunch of people that I hadn't yet talked to which was nice. I now have the image of Sean pushing Crystal and her toppling over in my head and it just keeps replaying over and over. Hahaha. But I must say Saturday beat Friday without a doubt. I have never been that drunk in my life and I hope to never be like that again. I normally don't forget things but there are parts of the night that I truly don't remember and it's a little bit terrifying. What I learned from this weekend is that I have some really good friends that I can trust. I want to thank those people that helped me as I was stumbling around saying stupid shit and those that made me feel better as I was shedding drunken tears. I must say I think the best part about last night is the text I sent to Roy. I'm drunk I'm sorry I want ass. hahaha.

So tomorrow we are going bowling. $5 to bowl and that also includes shoes. I am stoked. Then the shield Tuesday! On Wednesday there is a survivor of the Holocaust coming to speak at school. I am definitely going to go listen.

Now I will leave you with this song:

Hope - Sublime

How can you say.
"You torture me",
when you're already thinking about someone else.
When he comes home you'll be in his arms and I'll be gone.
But I know my day will come,
I know someday I'll be the only one.

So now you wait for a spark,
you now it will turn you on.
He's gonna make you feel the way you want to feel.
When he starts to lie,
when he makes you cry you'll now I'll be there.
My day will come,
I know someday
I'll be the only one.

Call me selfish,
call it what you like I think it's right.
To want someone for all your own and not to share their love.
But I'll have my way.

You don't stand a chance anyway.
Cause I got to you,
you don't stand a chance.

So now you wait for his cock,
you know it will turn you on.
He's gonna make you feel the way you want to feel.
When he starts to lie,
when he makes you cry you'll now I'll be there.
My day will come,
I know someday I'll be the only one.
My day will come,
I know someday I'll be the only one.

You say you want perfection,
I see your self destruction.
You don't know what you want,
it's gonna take you a year to find out.
I am not givin up.
And when you've had enough,
you take your bruised little head
and you'll come running back to me
I know that I will be the only one.