it could be like we never knew each other at all

I hate being mean. I hate hurting people's feelings. Because of this I end up doing things that end up hurting people even more. Why do I do this? Not only am I going to hurt them but in the end I'm just going to hurt myself. I need to stop being a pussy and just say exactly what is on my mind. This is something that should have been done months ago. Ugh it needs to happen sooner than later. I need to go with what I'm feeling not with what I should be feeling. Why is it so difficult?