My House

I will soon have pictures of the interior to show you.

smoke

weed

it's been decided

i'm going to get so drunk tonight that i will not remember one damn thing. good night and so long. don't be surprised to get a drunken phone call.

Life is Good

I've found my passion. Fighting against animal cruelty. Let's end the Chinese fur trade.

I've found a boyfriend. Maxx is amazing! It's funny how something great can start from a car accident.

Spring Break in exactly one week. Orlando here I come.

A Silly Girl's Rant

I don't understand why people enjoy saying things to bring other people down. I'm no longer listening to what other people have to say. I've realized that people will say stuff to hurt you just because they are miserable with themselves. It's really hard for me to get involved with guys in an emotional way because I always get fucked over, so first before I continue with what I'm talking about I'd appreciate it if you just are straight up with me and not say you like me if you don't really mean it. It's not good for me. It'll just make it even more difficult for me to finally be in a good healthy relationship. But going back to what I was originally talking about, there are some people that take pleasure in bringing people down. I'm finally happy with someone and you're going to take away my happiness and make me think that it happened again. That I don't deserve to be happy, I don't deserve someone to actually like me and want to be with me. Well you know what. He likes me so fuck you I get to be happy. I sound like a little girl ranting but fuck it. I'm done with shitty people. I'm staying away from people that are going to bring me down and try to make me sad.

On another note: thank you for the people that are there for me and that keep me going. you have no idea how much you mean to me. You pick me up when other people knock me down. I love all of you.

when it's all said and done

I finally stopped being a little pussy and I said what I needed to say. The response wasn't at all what I expected. He was actually very calm and cool about it and we're friends. I feel like a a big weight has been lifted. I feel like a bird soaring through the sky. It's a good feeling.